I miss turtle

I feel jealous jealous jealous

I shouldnt be nor SHOULD I BE, this is just weird, Im having a dilemma and I'm depressed now.-.- Is this why because I feel comfortable and secure? Huh! Whut the hellzzzzz

I am scared for 2 reasons. 1) ghost in room lolol I'm just scared 2)something.:/





I mean am I that bad and ugly till you don't want to acknowledge me first ?:(
I feel ugly and stupid and bad now. Yah I think that is why people don't acknowledge me first, appearance always come first.

Sometimes I think I'm so faithful to my feelings that I would not change immediately. Up till now. Haha