I can hold space while you see what your heart has to say about me

trolol been 50 days and including today maybe its the 51st. or 51th. Whatever,close to second month and i'm still affected and sad about it. Dont know what i did to deserve this shit.

 I accept it but i want to know the bloody reason to all of this, why the sudden change? So mad at myself that i'm going madder. ARGH. okay stop talking about it, lets go to another topic. i fckng miss you.