Haiz, what's life without a little fun? So, finally went back training, after like 10/11 months not turning up and train. As you can guess, I'm half dead during training just now. I CANT EVEN COMPLETE A 5 ROUNDS AROUND SCHOOL. WHATS THIS?! AND TIMING 34?!? I TELL YOU, IM THE LAST AMONG THE SENIORS:( I don't even know why I entered track when I know myself I need to have discipline in sports. I can do speed, not long distance, I suck at that. But more humiliating, teachers hinting on us. My middle fingers are for you guys. When I entered the class to put bag before changing, mr wan can say "Ayuni, very nice ah" . _|_ Hey, I make an effort to come finally. Urgh, felt humiliated and totally being put to low self esteem. So, went to warm up 2 rounds, hellish-- At 1km, I think I'm dying. Thanks Faee for the accompanation and Angela. And stretch whatever and then ZAAP RUN 4K AROUND SCHOOL. Sad thing I have to follow, but Incan run my own pace while they fight for timing. Hahhahah. At the 2nd round I pleaded with mr wan if I can do something else with the juniors, he said just run. Okay I ran, 3rd round he said "boleh tak?" PALAHOTAK KAU BOLEH. OF COS AKU KATA BOLEH. And I ran, 4th round last round for me, I just dash to the front gate and didn't care about timing-.- Exhausted. I aimed straight to the water cooler, woohoo. And then warm down stretch, relief. Heeh, and then mr woon hinting on us again_|_ Then rained, after training then rained-.- wth

I don't even know why I enter track in the first place when I opt for Jurong. Yes, xcountry cca attracts me to jurong. But for now, its the suckish year in my life. Being in the 3rd year in Jurong, I must or had already be like Hazimah or better Corrina or Jangwai. They can endure, I cannot, and that's my weakness. URGH. Why didn't I choose dragonboat or something?! But nevermind, track keeps me fit and healthy and don't forget makes me lose weight hahaha. But I can't stand the humiliation, I know I'm the slowest IN THE TEAM, but please do make me feel that this CCA is part of me. Now with the no more coolest hippiest seniors, the motivation to run just jumps back to zero. Well its better to start from ground zero.

And yeah, I aimed to be the top students for NA n level in school. Wheee. And I hate chemistry for life.

I hate school, I only go there to just study and get bursary for my good efforts of grades on exams:)