Hello.Long time i never blog.
I know, been sticking to tumblr lately heh
And my end of year around corner, fuckyeah
Well, i'm gonna do well, well enough that i can enter thru train.
And make my parents proud
But i havent started studying, no motivation.
I cant even self motivate myself, felt uninspired.
I'm tired of studying but this time i have to
I need this badly.
I want to be the top 10 again in my cohort/batch the NA stream
You know its never easy to get top 10 among the 70 student in your cohort.
And now many of my classmates are bucking up, this is making me scared.
And getting a top 10 in my class among the 40 is also impossible now.
During mid year exams i gotten top 20 which is painful.
I'm not showing off, but top 10 is my standard.
And i hope this time round, i will be better.
Hoping that my common test and class test help me pull up all the marks
And just now i studied for maths test
And i slept halfway through.
Cause it was the cooling night that make me feel so comfortable.
And now i'm alone in the living room.
Kay i'm scared.
Goodnight
Someone motivate me please
(when i'm at the most loneliest, you just went away)
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