breathe

Hie

I'm still disgusted for goodness sake
Seriously i'm still, yesterdat went i wanted to sleep
The incident just kept having flashback in my mind
It was totally awful to keep thinking about it
How i wish it didnt happened and how i wish i didnt went that level
IT WAS LIKE RAPING MY WHOLE INNOCENCE
But it was not a rape case duh
BUT WHO WOULDNT BE DISGuSTED YOU TELL ME

I still can recall how he tried. Fuck ah.
Felt that my innoncence is being taken away now.
Fish fish fish, nevermind nevermind i will forgive you this time.
While typing this, i feel like smashing this keyboard.
What is done cant be undone, nevermind.

Gonna break fast at JP later, yeay!
Went to puasar abadi/aman in the morning to clean atok and cik jah's grave.
Wah wet ah the ground, me no likey got snail.
Got milipede and centipede somemore-.-
Alamak. then give prayers and then clean clean went back.

Hmmmmmmmmm dear brain/mind.
Please stop thinking about what he had done to you.
Its just causing you to feel cheap.
Stay calm and just forget about it.
Cause you're awesome.
Dont ruin it:>

Ayuni
01092010 1650HOURS.