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Hello.

Alone again at home, well just now got Father but he went work.
Family at hospital, visiting aunt who is under observation.
Yesterday went hospital, saw aunt very pale.
So like pitied her, as she don't want eat.
For me, i went to sit outside the ward to study my Maths.
Good time uh, nice.
Yesterday i went online using laptop then iTouch:D

Today lets just say, awesome.
But early morning quite tired, and I WAS NOT ON TIME(:
Meaning, i didn't rush in school last minute, i went to class!
Biology, boring, seriously, MrFaydzully just give work to do, MsLim never come-.-
Sat with Shimei, she so cute, so blur and fun to be around with.
Then like boring one of a kind but had a great laugh everywhere!

NOW I AM ANGRY.
memang kepala otak kau tu berdengung, pergi mampos lah.
aku dah suruh kau buat, in the end kau tak buat jugak.
nak aku jugak? apa kau pikirkan? matair jer...
itu jelah dalam otak kau, memang bodoh.
memang bodoh, memang bodoh, ni kerja kumpulan tapi? semua aku buat jugak kan?
fuck you.

And if your attitude is finding trouble when i did nothing wrong except my last discrimination towards you, get a life.
You had done and criticize me so much yet it all end up to those words i say?
What about your words? I had long forgotten, but maybe a big deal to you.
If i can forgive and forget, why can't you? Say only human.
And if you call yourself good and caring, throw those words away.
You're not one, if you're one, i think you should know what to do.
I show good to certain people, i look at people.
Even if you're a senior or older than me, do you think i should respect nor show any goodness to you if you're doing this to me always blaming me with my so-called discrimination?
I respect my family, my friends in what they are.
And if you think that i always criticize people, you never?
SORE LOSER IS PULLING OTHER PEOPLE DOWN WHEN YOU HAD LOST.
That is what sore loser meant, not sore loser, i lose i never admit lose.(?)
Think of a win-win situation instead of lose-lose situation that leads to calling you a sore loser.
Maybe you're good, but does it last?
And if you asked me to change for the better, had i ever change?
Or is it you who had change? Sometimes i think you are the one who have change.
Now i had ask people, whether i changed or not and guess what they say not.
MAYBE ITS YOU ONLY who doesn't know me for now, doesn't know whats my attitude or my habits or whatever it is.
Now i'm typing this for you to read, and if you don't bother i won't mind, but this is for you to know.
And you're not the same class as me, you only know me since last year(or so) and you don't know me that well, and you said i change for now?
HAHAHAH for your information, i am still the Ayuni who laughs alot, and flash a smile to anyone.
And if you're currently not in mood or down, don't bring me down too.
Thats is my time of typing for you.

Btw now i'm up to standard, i like.
By standard is i meant i am not slacking in studies, scoring well for tests.:D
Finally, no more "ipod only" from my Mum.
Yes Mum havent come home yet.

Okay byeeeee.My english very powderful, haha nice language!

Ayuni Meraz.(pronounciation)
Not Meeraz-.-