thanks

Hello.

"Ayuni, i am dissapointed in you, you know why?"

Those words are spoken by MrWan during my talk with him.
He can't believe i failed 4 subjects as he compared with my previous year marks.
He said i was a smart girl, that one i can't believe but seriously i can't hold back my tears after i went out class.
Only SABRINA knows what happen.
Btw thanks ehk Sabrina, kau tunggu aku, baik mak kau!:)

I'm so dissapointed in myself, supremely dissapointed.
Nevermind this coming CT 2 i will hide my ipod inside a box and never on it until finish exam.
I will focus on studies. I need show MrWan i'm still a smart girl.HAH!
I shall be more enthu in studies.

Yesterday after went back from talking, i never talk to anyone at my aunts house.
I let myself down, i show people i can't do anymore good.
It felt like the whole world is crashing down on me.
But there is still hope for me somewhere.
And SABRINA IS DOING MUCH MORE BETTER THAN ME!
I SHALL BEAT HER HAHAHHA, SORRY EHK SABRINA!:P
From 4 A's to 4 U's. I'm a SORE LOSER!
i am a sore loser. i am a sore loser. i am a sore loser. i am a sore loser.
Happy uh someone when you called me a sore loser?
Yeah you are right? You lowered all my self esteem down and then you called me a sore loser.
You must be on top of the world now.

Well buh bye.
I freaking don't care anymore, i am focusing on my studies now.
I want to aim higher now, i want to be much more worthy in the future.
I don't want to dissapoint any teachers in my life anymore.
Its the first time i ever dissapoint a teacher in my life.
It was bad.

Ayuni is focusing.

Saturday 13 March'10; 3.31pm